Life as Diana

it’s been a while since I posted anything on this thing :) and through the months that I have been gone, it’s been a hell of a joy ride

fucking school sucks.

ahh yesterday was a great day

I wanted someone with all the perfect qualities and features. He had to be smart, independent, handsome, etc. but I don’t think it matters anymore. I grew out of the “I-want-this-dreamy-prince-stage” and looked deep into one speacial attribute, HONESTY. A guy who can tell me anything without fear, without honesty a relationship can’t grow and without honesty I will look at him differently and be asking myself all these incoherent questions. I believe honesty is the key to my heart. If you can’t give me one simple little thing, then what can you give me ?

DUDE, spending time with my beloved bf <3 was the best…though, he had to work till four. It was cool ! I stayed at his house with his sisters and his bro (Adale, Anna, and Sergio)

I took a nap and then watched them play Super Nintendo <3  I didnt play cus I tend to get tooo [effin] competitive. i got home around 10 o’clock and watched “Precious” with my momma:)

       ahhh watta a Friday <3

As much as you love the person, you never think about the consequences of hurting them. Sometimes you may not know you’re th reason they shed those tears but that’s why you need communication in a relationship…so grow some balls and talk to the person [STRAIGHT UP]

i been there and I’ve there done that. It isn’t pretty but im so glad he told me “hey you’re hurting me !” ha It’s something to keep in mind..and i really hope i dont hurt the one(s) i love :)

Check out this video on YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_H0oEXHew7Y

(situation: man thinks wife is cheating with best friend. test results, not true.)

[audience] kiss her feet, kiss her feet.
MAN: no, im not kissing her feet
STEVE WILKOS: you donnt have to kiss her feet but you need to get home and kiss her ass.

haha

woah, im watching “Doomed to Die? 13 Most Shocking Hollywood Curses” and they were talking about how he was born on October 9th and met his girl on November 9th, died at 11:07, hence, 1+1+0+7=9, etc. It’s kinda freaky…[oooh]

so I wa thinkning, he’s not the only one causing problems in this realtionship, I am aswell. I’m so insecure. I need to trust him even if its so, so , so hard. I sure am working on it. Can being too clingy on a guy push him away ?